"If you do not feel love in your heart, there will be no peace."

I feel like a needle is sewing my nerves.

I dont know why.But this isn't new to me..I feel like this once in a while. It lasts for about a day. Then back to normal.

BPD

3 letters.

but it's much more than that.

Why do all these thoughts suffocate me.

Is there more to see than what I'm already seeing.Even if there is, does it end differently. The ending.How all things end.Is there anything that has a different ending.I dont make sense I know that but that doesn't stop my thoughts from jumping off of logic and springing forth to unknown territories. Sometimes I think that this is just a dream, a really long dream that I'm still in. This world. Voices tell me otherwise, they can shed the logical light on a happy imaginary dream and make it look stupid. I hate that. I hate it when I dream of something with all my heart and then when I actually believe in the dream these voices poke their ugly logic and wake me up. I feel like the warm and pleasant ground that I've been standing on has turned into a blazing hot pit.